We wade through pools of abundance daily. Every breath we take, every step we make, we are swirling the photons of light from the sun, and exchanging charged electrons, ions, atoms, and protons constantly with our environment. The light we see, the sounds we hear, the things we touch, all energy in one form or another. We are beings of pure energy and constantly seek new ways of expressing it or liberating it from denser forms. A wood table may not seem like much energy, until you burn it; matter is really just light that is void of movement, until we move it. By feeling into the many forms of light, we can utilize them more easily. It is our ability to rest and tune in that allows us to find the newest and most aligned forms of power that are readily available to us. Should we miss the opportunities to express the energy coming in, stagnation occurs and disease follows. It is the balance between the light and the dark, energy and matter, that allows for us to be our healthiest selves.
As light moves through the cosmos, there is an element of decay as the energy is expressed. We can call this burn-off, or in our vehicles, exhaust. It is a materialization or an effect of what has happened. As we know, energy cannot be destroyed, but transformed. It is in fact, light densifying into a heavier form, as the particles begin to move at a lower vibration and frequency. This process continues until we get really heavy things like Oganesson, which has the highest atomic mass of any element. We ourselves undergo the same process. As the energy of our life force expresses externally, we densify into matter. We experience having a physical body because of this. We can think on an “old person.” As they have gone through life they begin to accumulate patterns and habit that reinforce the idea that they are matter. Their bones begin to become brittle and they are unable to move themselves in the same ways. Until finally, their spirit is released from the material vessel and the light with in is free to move once more.
Because we are truly particles moving through the cosmos with a belief of a body, we are constantly exchanging energy with our environment. Every bench we sit on, every hand we touch, every drop of water we sip, is an energetic exchange. Our very being is forever altered by the new atoms moving through. As we tune into this more we can imbue it with more intention and gain more benefit. Chewing our food more slowly and with more bites, allows us to really tune into what our body is really doing, liberating matter into energy. As we listen to a song we can really tap in and dance to the beat as the energy moves on through us. Another example is of our ability to photosynthesize. 20 minutes of sitting out under the sun is a quick reminder that food is not our only source of fuel. It is in taking our time, receiving that we allow for more energy to stay within us.
What happens if we miss the beat of the song and misstep? What happens when we are not quite in sync with this flow? If the energy is not expressed it stores within for future use, or potentially for decay and chaos. Our ideas of sickness are actually based on trapped energy. Call it overly simplifying, but all disease is energy that has not been processed and expressed fully. It may begin as feeling sluggish, ill, and or angry. Whatever the symptoms are, they are due to some form of energy within not rejoining the flow of exchange. Our religious texts preaching of damnation are less about moral sin, and more about pathways that cause more and more energy stagnation. The “lower emotions” of guilt shame and fear, remove light from our daily process and leave matter, causing more weight, and less ability to move it.
The cure to such an ailment, is the return to movement. This is easier said than done, especially when the patterns of depression, anxiety, and fear have settled in. There are a million things that can be found to cause more stagnation and a further decay of light. One of the ways to heal and move beyond this, is to recognize that every experience is valid. This may seem silly, but it can be deeply motivating. Just as it is important and wondrous to be excited and fulfilled, it is equally important to feel the heavier emotions as well. We chose to experience the full spectrum of the universe. which allows for dense feelings and emotion too.
By simply appreciating our own misery and accepting it as okay where we are and when we are, we allow ourselves to find distance between us and our experience. It helps remind us that we are experiencing sorrow, and not that we are sorrowful. It helps us know that we feel pain, not that we are painful. That space between the story of low energy and suffering is where the opportunity to find and create more light shows up. It will begin small, walking in sunlight, getting tea with a friend, or reading an inspiring book. They begin to build themselves into a more balanced you. The key is to truly appreciate each part of the journey, even the lows.
It is our soul that is the divine mediator between the mass we accumulate and the energy moving through. It remembers itself as pure light and loves the game of “gathering matter” Our truest essence takes life lightly enough to laugh often, and seriously enough to make headway. It is our soul that the particles of light move around through; and how we exchange with the people and environments around us. The spirit is what allows for the intense lows, and the return to joy. It is our soul that holds it all together.
All the Love,
Ryan Orion
Fasting Notes: Are we really half way through? It seems unreal how fast it has gone. Despite any feelings I have in the moment, I constantly remind myself that today is day 1. IF I actually think about how many days are left I start quivering a little. Taking it one day at a time is the only way I have been able to keep moving this past week.
I am eternally grateful for the many blessings, well wishes, and helpers I have had throughout this journey.
Thank you for joining the ride!
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